I was always late everywhere
because I was stuck in my own world.
The best part of me hidden, shrouded in mystery

She had jarred movements jerking forward and back she never knew how to sit still
But she was lovely
Kind in unimaginable ways
She’s unhinged terribly so
Fixated on micromanaging her life

They’re crawling all over my body
Colonising me they’re using me
And I let them and I let them and I let them

It’s animosity it’s envy it’s killing me softly
Carpe diem at the graveyard
Carpe diem at the scene of the crime
Carpe diem some one cut the brakes

-v.